So whenever I sit wrong in my car seat, my incision lines hurt a little because they go so far back.
Wearing belts is weird because I can’t feel if it’s too tight.
I’m a huge arm crosser but when you can’t FEEL your belly it doesn’t feel right to put pressure on it!
My swollen days now make me feel big when seriously, I am THIN and haven’t been this thin is a very, very, very long time. It shows how easy is can be to forget!
I was actually more fashionable while fat because I had to find things that fit and didn’t make me look pregnant. I wore 5 shirts all summer but they were nice. Now I’m wearing tank tops (dh finds SEXY, big time!) because it’s summer and I look good! But I feel more sloppy in my normal clothes again… ah, the irony.
I’ve started to lift my 2 year old and it doesn’t hurt, but the dr says 3 months which would be July 7thish. I’m mostly NOT picking her up but it really is a PITA because I can’t trust her in public… so we mostly avoid parks quite yet.
I’m crazy busy lately so sorry I don’t blog more! life moves fast.
ooooooooooh! ONE HUGE news is I’m getting a consult tomorrow for Essure, the permanent birth control. I’m on a high deductible private insurance plan, but I’m also low income but more important, between my heart, hernias, pelvis, nerve damage, I have a cardiologist, physical therapist and surgeon saying NO MORE KIDS. So one of them has to fill out a form saying this is medically necessary, and I will get this procedure FREE (normally 5K.) Basically whatever my insurance doesn’t pick up, the dr office takes as a write off. It’s a cool thing the government mandated a few years ago for the underinsured or non-insured. It’s NOT insurance but for special doctors and clinics, you can get free healthcare.
oooooooh and my hemotoma surgery bill just came. An insane $3,300! But because that was 100% medical, not vanity in any way, that insurance thing I just mentioned will just write off those bills and I won’t have to pay. Thank GOD! (Though honestly, I’d rather not have nonstop financial stress than get “free healthcare”. We’re getting there……… career changes take time to build up good income!)
I also took some pics today but not sure when I”ll get them posted. =)
